Joyful Sorrow

“When I see your smile, tears flow down my face…” – Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

This song made me felt sad today. I have always felt this way for about 2 years now. I love them, but they don’t love me back. Sure there’s respect, but there isn’t any love. I want them to be happy. I’m happy when they’re happy. But when they’re happy, I am hurt deep deep inside. They are happy when they are hurting me. I know its weird, but I feel happy and hurt at the same time. What do you think I should do? Confront them or let it all be?

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